Pregnancy & Infant Loss Awareness Day

Today we remember all those babies who have gone...way to soon. Today really pulls at my heart. My first baby I lost January 28th 2012. I had only known I was pregnant for a few weeks but that was my baby. I had planned for that baby and loved that baby from the moment I saw a positive on the test. Even though I am pregnant now with a healthy little boy, my due date still sits heavily in my mind. I feel Landon's little kicks and learn his personality and wonder what kind of personality that little one would have had. Would he/she have been a day or night baby. Would he/she kick hard or light. Would she/he push back when I pushed at my belly. What cravings would we have had together? These thoughts make me sad. Even though all of this is sad I know that my baby is in a better place and loved and I will some day get to meet him/her. I know everything happens for a reason but I don't think that one day, week, or month passes to this day without remembering my sweet little love. <3